Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Get angry at your ED

Get angry at your eating disorder. Angry at the moments and days you have lost. Angry at the memories that have been ruined because of it.  Angry at the things you have missed out on and opprtunities you have said no to. Get angry at the times you have cried yourself to sleep and hated your reflection.  At the people you have hurt because of your eating disorder. Get angry at your ED for ruining your life. Get angry and angry eniugh to want to make a change.

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1 comment:

  1. Hi, Ive been in recovery for almost 4 years with ups and downs.. As normal as it is.. However, I am still struggling with tension and fear of going out on weekends for party (all of my friends go), because i am terrified of alcohol (former I had been having symptoms of drunkorexia), because of calories, hunger, fear of loosing control and eating up the disgusting alcohol-like feeling in my stomach. Even if I go I feel either boring or bored and not enjoying the venening and totally stressed and nervous (when stayig sober), or end up feeling guilty and fat and ugly afterwards.. I dond even remem er how it felt to have really fun with friend and having drunk alc in moderation.. Do you have any advice? Thanks a lot.