I'm going to start off by saying that you might have noticed that blog posts are fewer than before, many hours between the posts. You may have noticed or maybe not... I'm hoping not to be honest. But the reason for this is because lately I have felt so distant from blogging.... its not as fun as before. I don't have that spark or motivation, but I'm feeling like this in many areas of my life. My relationship included.... I feel so distant from things. Like the excitement and joy and me is separated by a grey cloud. I can't quite find that excitement or spark for things in my life..... I just feel withdrawn from everything. And it is making blogging a little harder when I have 0 motivation to write... but at the same time when I am hit by inspiration I do enjoy writing blog posts and helping but sometimes it feels like a "must" which is just draining.
I thought I would just write that so if any of you have wondered, but I am trying with 3 posts a day anyway and atleast one advice post per day :) hopefully you can understand and bare with me when I try to refind my creativity and spark for things in my life!!
But onto other things, this evening I'm going to meet my friends and go swimming, or something like that. Apparently there is a pool and maybe jacuzzi at one of my friends apartments so she has invited us over to swim. ... or well, sit in bikinis and talk and apparently there will be alcohol as well. But that just sounds like a bad idea and atleast myself and one or two others aren't planning on drinking which is good... I wouldn't want to be the one not drinking and have to make sure no one does anything stupid! !! :) not feeling totally motivated to leave the house but I know I will enjoy myself somewhat anyway!
As part of my snack this afternoon I tried the combination of celery and peanut butter (and blueberries) and it is actually really delicious. As long as the celery is "righy" and doesn't just taste of the spray they use and chemicals!!! I managed to eat half a jar of peanut butter while eating my celery XD delicious :)
Do you have any special food combinations you really enjoy? :)