It's strange how body image can change so quickly. How yesterday I felt very positive regarding body image and felt very happy in my body and today it was like "damn, don't look in the mirror and don't look down". But what had changed.... nothing really. Maybe some water retention but otherwise nothing.
Usually I'm very neutral. I mean I like my body, I like the way I look but the important thing is to have a functioning and healthy body. I don't spend so much time looking in the mirror or fixing myself or obsessing over the way l look. So its just my body, the way I look. But then Somedays like today the body confidence is low and doesn't feel so fun to look in the mirror. It's strange because I know my body hasn't changed, but it's the way I see myself and my thoughts. And well something in my thoughts isn't right today. But these feelings will pass, they come around sometimes but they pass again after a while.
So despite waking up and not feeling my best I still got out of the house and had some things to do. Then when I finally got home, super hungry I made myself a stack of pancakes with granola, raspberries and peanut butter as well as chocolate and a True Transparency BCAA drink :) this was one of the best things I've eaten in a while. It was super sweet so this evening it will be a salty dinner (^-^) but super tasty :) next time it will be waffles... feels like ages since I ate waffles as our waffle machine hasn't really been working :(
Otherwise my oast Christmas gifts finally arrived today! There was some trouble with the payment as I didn't know that my bank had changed things so when you buy things online you need to approve them, so I kept wondering why my payment was being declined until I realised that I had to approve the payment! ! So even though I ordered the presents on Wednesday (I think) it wasn't until Sunday evening that the payment went through and I got the packages today, so super quick delivery!!
Now it's just time to wrap the presents and then I'm done. I'm super excited for Christmas eve (that's when we celebrate in Sweden ) as I've got my outfit planned and I'm going to start my day with a huge delicious brunch/breakfast with my family!!! Can't wait until Christmas and new years :)