After a 5 year struggle with anorexia (with purging tendencies), depression, self harm and over exercising I have now been recovered from my eating disorders and exercise addiction for 3 years. Though currently struggling with depression and trying to find my happy self again!
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: firstname.lastname@example.org
Thursday, November 12, 2015
What i want/am dreaming of at the moment
Getting dressed up fancy, wearing high heels and sitting at a bar with friends/my sister and drinking fancy drinks. (I am not a fan of alcohol and 99% of the time i dont drink, but its just the fancy drinks and feeling super dressed up which i want, not necessarily the alcohol!)
Super fancy brunch... with fresh fruit, scones, waffles, eggs/egg whites, lots of coffee, bagels, salmon, bread etc etc
Going to eat lunch at a raw food or vegan restaurant.... Nom nom nom.
Spending a week at a cottage somewhere. Going for runs, walks, lots of photos, sitting and watching series, writing, reading, relaxing..... i just want to get away (and not have to study either!)
Saffron buns and gingerbread men... its ok to start baking those in November right? XD
Travelling somewhere warm for a while.
Spending a weekend at a hotel. I like hotels, as long as they have a good breakfast I am happy!!
Going for a massage... the stress of school is making my body ache lots and old pains are flaring up :/
Going for walks in the sun - looking back at pictures from my walks in summer is making me miss summer like crazy.
Going to a farmers marker wuth lots of fresh and exotic fruit and being able to buy as much as I want !
Going to a dessert buffet!!
Eating fro yo with lots of toppings and going to one of those huge fro yo places in the u.s and being able to eat as much fro yo as I want!!
Lying on the beach with a good book and lots of sunshine!
Do you have any dreams/goals at the moment :) Or something you want a little extra!