Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
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Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Thoughts during my maths class

Why are we measuring the circumference and area of a  slice of cake... can't you just eat the cake?

Great now I'm hungry and my stomach is rumbling.

I miss the days when maths was just 2+2=4 or 6×6=36. Now its all words, letters and signs.

I wonder if that girl using her phone all the time is super smart and knows everything already or if she is just in class because she has to be.

Why is 1 no longer 1.... One is basically everything but 1.

I don't understand anything that is going on.

I could get up right now and leave... just grab my bag, put on my jacket and leave.

Why am I thinking of food.... Because there's food pictures in the maths book... that's just mean.

Why am I doing this voluntarily. .. how am I supposed to know 3 chapters in 2 weeks time?

My brain has reached its limit of knowledge.... no more information is going to be saved.

Î pretty much want to begin doing that..... ^^

Shouldnt complin though, i guess i am lucky that i can get an education and study. Its just to keep studying and do the best i can.


  1. Funny thing with your impatience/frustration about those letters. I tend to be more sloppy when counting with numbers, though. Letters force you to concentrate! Formulas are another thing, though. I wish they weren't just given as they are but proven first. Now it's just copy-pasting in Korean.

    Oh dear. But we'll make it.

    1. Hahha yes we will!! Once maths "clicks " then it really isn't that hard, but until you reach that stage it's like fumbling in the dark... or that's how I feel anyway.

  2. Andddddd this is why I am an English major! Math is ah!

  3. oh my gosh I feel you, Iz'!! I take pre-calculus and it is absolutely insane. I have a D in class right now (66% out of 100%) and it's honestly really sad. I know what you're going through!! I wish you luck in your studies!! :))