Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: email@example.com
Monday, November 9, 2015
Somethings are better left unsaid
Good morning :)
Sometimes i feel like if i have nothing positive to say it is better to not say anything at all. And that was the case yesterday. Not a very good day mentally... it was rainy and grey and that affects my mood immensely so it was just a rough day and i didn't have so much positivity or inspiration to share so i decided to just not share anything at all. I know some of you don't mind me writing my thoughts and how i am feeling, but i feel like it would just be triggering to some and that isn't fair. Also i want this place to be positive... not fake positive, but inspiring and positive. S sometimes i might write how i am feeling/thinking but for the most part i want to keep it to myself if it isnt something positive and worth sharing.
I also want to apologise for not being so active in the comments section/replying. i haven't had the time for it. Though i will try get around to it sometime, just recomment cmments if i miss them :)
Onto other things! I am not going to get caught up in yesterdays thoughts and feelings because today is a new day and a new week. (Think, you can say the phrase it's a new week 52 times in a year... and by the end of this year i have most probably written it that often as well XD) I don't hate Mondays even if it means school, though i wouldn't say i love Mondays either... i mean the weekend is pretty awesome! And this weekend i have a whole bunch of stuff planned as well as the weekend after that and the weekend after that XD I like having things planned and being busy even if it leads to stress at times!
Now it's time for breakfast, coffee, get ready and go!!
Have a lovely Monday everyone :)