Happy Birthday to me

Today is not a regular day for me, because it is my birthday!! Yayayyy.

Though by this stage i am sure you are all aware of that, haha XD

This year my birthday does not feel exciting or special. I mean its fun to be a year older and imagine how much can change from this year until next years birthday. But i cant say i am feeling so excited or happy. It will just be a regular Monday with school and then going for lunch with my mum. 

But i feel i might as well make it a "big deal" even if it doesnt feel like it to me now. Because i know when i do eventually feel better i will look back and be glad that i atleast tried to make this day a good day and make it a big deal, because i mean, its not exactly your birthday everyday!! haha

So much has changed in this year and i cant say that it has all been positives, there have been quite a few negatives but there have also been SO MANY positives. And i am going to focus on THAT. On all the good things because the good moments always outweigh the bad :) And imagine all the positives that can happen in the years to come :) That is what is exciting and having a year more of experience, knowledge, adventure. Learning more, doing more stuff and living more. One year older and hopefully one year wiser :) If not, learn from my mistakes!!