Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: firstname.lastname@example.org
Monday, November 30, 2015
Happy Birthday to me
Today is not a regular day for me, because it is my birthday!! Yayayyy.
Though by this stage i am sure you are all aware of that, haha XD
This year my birthday does not feel exciting or special. I mean its fun to be a year older and imagine how much can change from this year until next years birthday. But i cant say i am feeling so excited or happy. It will just be a regular Monday with school and then going for lunch with my mum.
But i feel i might as well make it a "big deal" even if it doesnt feel like it to me now. Because i know when i do eventually feel better i will look back and be glad that i atleast tried to make this day a good day and make it a big deal, because i mean, its not exactly your birthday everyday!! haha
So much has changed in this year and i cant say that it has all been positives, there have been quite a few negatives but there have also been SO MANY positives. And i am going to focus on THAT. On all the good things because the good moments always outweigh the bad :) And imagine all the positives that can happen in the years to come :) That is what is exciting and having a year more of experience, knowledge, adventure. Learning more, doing more stuff and living more. One year older and hopefully one year wiser :) If not, learn from my mistakes!!