Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: firstname.lastname@example.org
Saturday, October 24, 2015
Random facts about me
Looking at my bank account always gives me anxiety. Even if I have money or enough money, I still always feel anxiety and try my best to not open my bank account. And the only time I do is to pay bills.... I wish I had my sisters view on money where she is "thankful" to have money and to be able to pay bills and that it isn't something negative. ... doesn't matter if it's 100kr or 10000kr in your bank account, you should be happy to have that. I need more that type of mindset!!
I actually don't check my phone as often as I think.... especially not in the mornings. I check my phone when I first get up and scroll through everything, then I get up, get ready, start my computer and answers questions on all my different platforms and write blog posts etc and during that time I don't look at my mobile at all and won't look at my mobile until I leave the house and then it's only for a quick time as I often head to the gym. So its not really until 12-2pm where I first start using my phone every 30 minutes and before that I rarely answers sms or questions until I am home again..... It was interesting for me to realise this as I always think im on my phone 24/7 but actually not.
I love every Friday when 2 plays lists I follow on Spotify update with new songs!! I love it.
I listen to very mixed music genres.
Whenever my phone battery goes below 80% I need to charge it because otherwise it will just take a few short hours before my phone battery is 14-19%. Of course I know it's not good to overcharge my phone but by this point I have already ruined my phone battery.
If public transport is mostly empty I don't have a problem using it. But when it's "rush time" and public transport is packed then I try to avoid using it.
Not understanding things makes me irritated. ... so I'm often irritated when studying maths. Hahah. I wish it was simple like 2+2... but now it's weird signs, letters and words... barely any numbers. What happened to the simple maths??