Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Saturday, October 3, 2015

Productivity 101 & making a fire

You know you spend alot of time on the Internet when you use 1gb of mobile data in 3 days -_- yes my months worth of data was used in 3 days. Hahahah. Not good at all, but that is what happens when I do alot of emailing and work from my phone. When people think that I am just sitting and texting while on the train... nope. I am emailing, blogging or organzing different things/emailing companies etc

So today  I had to buy 5gb extra mobile surf = expensive phone bill this month -_- but that's life. Just means I can't buy other stuff which isn't really a problem as I don't feel the need to buy things or buy things for myself. .. apart from maybe food :)

Anyway, this morning was a very productive morning. Up at 6am and then I headed to the gym - spent the 50 minutes on the train working - and then a gym session and then an hour back to my boyfriends place and spent the whole 60 minutes emailing. Trying my best to help you all :) then when I got to my boyfriends place I got some work and writing done before we headed to the store and then out to the forest.

My boyfriend wanted to start a fire - doesnt sound good, haha. But he wanted to try to make a fire in the forest and even if i felt a little worried as fire can make me feel kind of unsafe i followed with anyway. And after a while we did have a proper fire going and managed to grill some turkey sausages. It was nice to do something different, i need to get better at that. However "the same old" and following routines and being very comfortable with the "normal/everyday" is actually a part of my personality. I have done a personality test and it actually says in my results that i am comfortable with doing the same and dont feel the need to do different things all the time. But i guess that gets kind of boring and it was fun to do something new and different, but in the end i will always have my favourite things to do which i will always enjoy i.e just resting and watching series :) hahaha.

Otherwise, it is definitely getting colder and soon its time for gloves, scarves and hats :/ Mixed feelings.


  1. such beautiful pictures
    i am so sorry you have to carry the weight of depression, you are so lovely and so generous and kind and strong, i hope you have a refuge and respite, i wish i could make one for you, just like you said on your other video you wished you could give people a pill to lose their eating disorder! look after yourself x. thank you for sharing your daily life a little here.

    1. You are so sweet. Thank you so much.

  2. I feel the exact same! I’m always responding to emails and people think I’m tied to my phone! Nope, just taking care of school and work.

    1. Yes exactly. When I study I usually use Google docs on my phone so I can read notes or take notes etx using my phone.