Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: email@example.com
Friday, October 23, 2015
Friday morning and it was time for a job interview! I'm not going to say what it was yet just incase I don't get it. There are quite a few others who have applied for the job, but I can atleast be happy wuth the fact that they personally asked me if I wanted to apply for the job - otherwise I don't think I would have applied.
To get to the office where the interview was going to be I headed out to a place I've never been before so that was kind of exciting... does anyone else like travelling to new places? Of course there is lots of confusion and not trying to look like it is my first time there, haha.
I was super nervous for the interview.... I mean what should I say? What should I do? But in the end, it's just to be myself and answer the questions without wandering off topic which I managed to do anyway. Haha. After the interview I actually felt really good, I'll get to know if I get the job or not in 2-3 weeks but I'm actually excited about the job. It wouldn't be anything overwhelming but just something fun and to give me some more purpose to my life. So now I do hope I get the job, it would be so much fun. But I hate getting let down so I don't know how to think at the moment. I'll just have to wait and see and if I am best for the job they'll choose me, but if there is someone else who suits the job better then I guess it's good it goes to them!
I also got a "goodybag" after the interview... I mean I can't complain about that :)
(The nutrilett is weightloss and diet products... so dont really recommend those. I get these free, but i dont promote them ;) ) Infact i rarely eat protein bars, not even questbars so often as i prefer to eat real food... but im sure the Maxim bars might be good to bring with me to school when i plan to stydt afterwards, then its a good source of quick energy :)
This afternoon it's a few hours of maths studying and then I'll go to my boyfriends house for the weekend! Today feels so much better than yesterday and it feels so great. The sun is shining and I'm feeling positive while yesterday my only thoughts about life were "I don't want to anymore ". As I like to say, never make spontaneous decisions on extreme emotions... Instead take deep breathes and focus on a new day!
Now.... food and study and then turn off internet on my phone as that is far too distracting at the moment and i would rather sit on social media than try to use my brain to do maths, haha.
Have a lovely Friday everyone!!