Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Monday, October 19, 2015

Drinking coffee and wrapping myself in blankets

Today is one of those days where I want to wrap myself in blankets due to the coldness and drink cup after cup of coffee, mostly for the warmth and the taste. That however is not how I'm going to spend my day, maybe how I will spend my evening!

Today I'm going to an informational meeting about the studies I will begin and have alot of emails to try to get around to. Also need to buy some study supplies.

I am also excited about making changes to my blog. I can't wait to get home and try to make some changes, it all costs a bunch of money but I feel that it's worth it. Though I'm a little worried that things will go wrong and I will end up just ruining my blog and everything will go wrong.... so there is that chance. But if you notice that you can't view my blog or that things look different (in the upcoming weeks, that is why) or if you can't view my blog at all... well then things have gone wrong, haha. But that is a chance I'll take, because if things go wrong... well then it's just to stop blogging.
Otherwise I am apprehensive to receive the results about my studies next year. It's not until november/december i get results but I can't stop myself from longing into the site everyday,  just in case.  The waiting is the worst,I just want to know now so that I can try to figure out other options rather than having so much waiting time and then having to change my path if I don't get in. But that's life and all I can do is keep my options open and be prepared for anything at the moment.

These are my Monday thoughts and plans!


  1. I hope you have a lovely day, Izzy :)

    1. Thank you so much, that is so sweet of you :) I hope you have a good day as well!

  2. When I was in the process of transitioning my blog, I was worried too! IT’s an extremely daunting process, but I am so happy I did it! I’m sure you will be too. :)

    1. I'm going to try take some time today and the rest of the week to figure things out and such!! I used to be good at computers and technology so hopefully I can tap into that again! !

  3. It's really okay if you can't get a time to answer this, but what would you say is the difference between disturbed eating and an eating disorder? Where do you cross the line? I know my relationship with food isn't as healthy as it could be and it's different from other people, but I don't think I have an eating disorder. Again, it's really okay if you can't answer this :)

    1. I'll try answer this in a post :) (remind me if I don't! )

    2. Thank you :D!