Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: email@example.com
Monday, October 19, 2015
Drinking coffee and wrapping myself in blankets
Today is one of those days where I want to wrap myself in blankets due to the coldness and drink cup after cup of coffee, mostly for the warmth and the taste. That however is not how I'm going to spend my day, maybe how I will spend my evening!
Today I'm going to an informational meeting about the studies I will begin and have alot of emails to try to get around to. Also need to buy some study supplies.
I am also excited about making changes to my blog. I can't wait to get home and try to make some changes, it all costs a bunch of money but I feel that it's worth it. Though I'm a little worried that things will go wrong and I will end up just ruining my blog and everything will go wrong.... so there is that chance. But if you notice that you can't view my blog or that things look different (in the upcoming weeks, that is why) or if you can't view my blog at all... well then things have gone wrong, haha. But that is a chance I'll take, because if things go wrong... well then it's just to stop blogging.
Otherwise I am apprehensive to receive the results about my studies next year. It's not until november/december i get results but I can't stop myself from longing into the site everyday, just in case. The waiting is the worst,I just want to know now so that I can try to figure out other options rather than having so much waiting time and then having to change my path if I don't get in. But that's life and all I can do is keep my options open and be prepared for anything at the moment.
These are my Monday thoughts and plans!