Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, October 1, 2015

Changed plans

Hello :)
Today has been a very slow day... not alot of energy in my body and have just felt super unfocused. Not able to concentrate on anything. Have also gotten a rash type thing - presumably from a new laundry detergent we bought. I've gotten this itch /rash before from laundry detergent though this time I've itched so much it's left nasty marks which don't look good at all :/  but they will fade atleast and we're buying a new detergent so I shouldn't be so itchy any more. It's awful when you feel like you want to itch your skin off and your left with red itch marks everywhere.
Anyway, today I had plans to meet my friends and go to a pub and then maybe go somewhere else after. However as the day passed the group of 6 who were going to go turned into 3 people and one of them could only stay for an hour so we decided to meet up another day instead. Maybe watch films during the weekend  or actually go clubbing.  Not so sure. But I'm thankful that the plans were canceled because I was not excited about leaving. .. I wanted to meet them, but at the same time I 95% wanted to cancel. So then when the others said we should meet another day I was thankful. Hahah.

Instead I am going to my boyfriends and spending the night there, much better plans as I don't feel like going out today.

Otherwise I need to try to figure out my weekend as different people want to do different things and want me to follow with and I just don't know what to do or what I want to do.  I want to make everyone happy and do everything, but I'll see.

Below is todays snack/dessert:

I am addicted to fresh figs at the moment & peanut butter.... sooo good :) Nom nom nom 

(Hahahha, something i would say XD)

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