Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Sunday, September 20, 2015

The last summer days

Despite head ache, nausea and tiredness I've had a nice day with my family at my step dad's mothers place. She had invited us over for lunch so once we were ready to leave we headed off. 

The lunch served was delicious today, aubergine and carrot burgers and a chicken soup. And for dessert coffee and some cinnamon buns and coconut balls. Super delicious even if the nausea made it hard to fully enjoy or finish the meal. But now after several cups of coffee, some rest and lots of water I'm feeling more myself again!! :)

Tomorrow is a new week and got lots to do so this evening it will be a cosy evening with my boyfriend and loading up for a new week!! :)

I hope you have all had a lovely day. And P.S if you have any post suggestions or topics please let me know,  or if you have any questions :)


  1. No mean intentions but at first glance it was as if you only wore the stockings on that last picture. I had trouble trying to figure why you would've been A) dressed and B) photographed that way..

    And yes, this is my first comment in a while. My life was shaken.

    1. Haha I know I noticed that ;) but it's a black skirt and tights. It was just bad lighting!! I hope you're doing ok and life /school isn't too stressful and you have time to write your book!

  2. Hun i wondered if you could write about how you managed to get back on track after relapsing. i.e.. I'm really struggling at the moment i am basically having to get better on my own as no funds but I'm finding it hard to keep focused I'm gaining weight but very slowly and this frustrates me cos i just want to be better but I'm so scared of putting on the weight and i have so many rules around calories and food and weight etc that I'm just tying myself up in bits. i feel trapped and don't know how to just let go. i have to think about my own food increases and diet plan and this makes it very hard to make myself add more food in. But i feel like I'm wishing away my days and I'm so unhappy i know something needs to change but i don't know how to make that turning point and say yes I'm going to put on the weight, eat more and getter better when I'm so scared of gaining weight and seeing the scales go up and my body image prevents me from eating more. sorry I'm rambling now but i just need to know how to turn things around.