Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Saturday, September 19, 2015

Saturday morning

Good morning!! :)

Gosh today i am super duper tired. Most of all i just want to sleep all day XD Getting out of bed was not easy this morning, but i am going to try get up early each morning because then i feel best... even if the actual process of getting up is hard and unwilling. But i know that when i wake up early i feel best, but also might make me feel tired earlier. I was super tired last night and by 9pm i was in bed and ready to go to sleep but the tiredness went away and instead i was up until 1am or something because i couldnt fall asleep. But by forcing myself up early it might be easier to try to turn my sleeping schedule around!!

First a morning walk with my dog, first time in a week or so i have been out with her and she had so much energy. Its usually me who takes her for long walks so when im not home she only gets small walks each day, so now she just wanted to run all the time!! Then i made myself some pancakes as part of breakfast - feels like forever since i last ate pancakes or waffles. But our waffle machine doesnt really work anymore, so have to find a cheap one somewhere so i can make my delicious waffles again!!!

The plans today are to get some stuff done online, maybe workout with my sister... not that motivated for the gym today but she wants me to workout with her... so might go anyway. And then later maybe take a powernap in the afternoon before i go to  a friends birthday celebrations. Im going to avoid alcohol today because the last time i drank i.e last Monday i did not feel well at all and my body could not cope with the alcohol at all -_- I prefer to stay sober!

For now its another cup of coffee before i get to work!! :)

1 comment:

  1. I'm glad you are going to a birthday party today :)
    How do you "make" yourself get up when it is so hard? x.