I had an operation the day after i was born :) Its funny because i dont actually think about the fact that i have a scar there... For me its normal and its strange when i think that not everybody else has it. But it makes me unique :) Ive had people ask me before if it is something that makes me self conscious, but in all honesty it does the opposite? hahah. Its a uniqueness and if i want i can always make up cool stories like i was in a battle with a tiger or i was fighting a pirate and his sword cut me XD
*You know you dont take alot of stomach photos when you cant find any photos that show your scar, hahah. I have old ones but they might be triggering.*
How do you make your own rice cakes?
Well i dont know how to make actual rice cakes at home, but you can buy plain ones and then melt chocolate or white chocolate and then pour it over the rice cakes/dip the rice cakes in the chocolate and then if you want to add coconut shreds/peanuts or anything else on top and then put in the freezer for a short while :) = home made chocolate covered rice cakes. Great snack to bring with you to work/school or to eat as pre/post workout!
What are your pink socks for?
Does your boyfriend know about your depression?
I dont think so, i havent told him anyway. I dont really feel like mentioning it either, I am sure he has noticed that i am not really myself, and i feel very bad about that but the best i can do right now is to try. To get up each morning and to try. It took me 4 or 5 months to tell my boyfriend about my blog and my past and that was because i was put in a situation where i had to tell him. But it turned out he knew already, so maybe he already knows but i dont feel like talking about my depression with him. Though please dont follow what i do about this situation. Because if you are in the same situation as me i will always recommend you tell your partner because communication is key, however i do not have it in me to tell my boyfriend even if i care about him. I struggle to talk about my feelings, thoughts and emotions and so i cant seem to manage it, but i am sure it would be good and i might have to mention it sometime if it gets even worse and gets to the stage where i feel that i cant meet anyone or dont want to get out of bed. But hopefully it wont go that far because each day i make sure to get up and try to follow routines.