Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Sometimes life doesnt turn out as planned, but you have to make the best of it anyway

Hello :)

Taking a few moments to think over my super long day today. It has felt like a super long, never ending day. A mostly good day, but still a long one and now all i want to do is sleep.

As mentioned in my earlier post, i went to a job meeting today about the job i was offered. After roughly 2,5 hours the meeting was over, and questions had been answered and i am still trying to wrap my head around the job. I am not going to write so much about it here, as my name can be googled... though on here i use my nickname "izzy" (thats not my real name), so that when people Google my actual name then hopefully my blog and such dont show up. But still, i dont feel like writing so much about the job or the meeting... but it has left me with many thoughts and not all positive ones. The job wasnt exactly what i had been told it was, and so there is a high chance that i will say no to the job, as it did not exactly pay well either. A little bit disappointmenting, but i have this evening and tomorrow to think about it and tomorrow i might go to a "lecture" type thing and take it from there, make my decision after that. But this is part of life, ups and downs. And its all a learning experience so i am not so disappointed. Luckily i had planned to meet my friends afterwards, even if i didnt really feel like it afterwards, i am glad that i did meet them because it helped me take my mind off of things.

We sat in a park, we had all brought some food/snacks with us and just sat and talked for hours and it was exactly what i needed right at that moment. I am so thankful for my friends!! And the homemade brownies, cinnamon rolls and all the other snacks tasted absaloutly amazing. After several hours it was time to head home and the first thing i did was shower, change into my pyjamas and now going to watch series and just rest.... lots to think about.

Tomorrow is a new day, and i am ready for this day to be over!










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