Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Sometimes life doesnt turn out as planned, but you have to make the best of it anyway

Hello :)

Taking a few moments to think over my super long day today. It has felt like a super long, never ending day. A mostly good day, but still a long one and now all i want to do is sleep.

As mentioned in my earlier post, i went to a job meeting today about the job i was offered. After roughly 2,5 hours the meeting was over, and questions had been answered and i am still trying to wrap my head around the job. I am not going to write so much about it here, as my name can be googled... though on here i use my nickname "izzy" (thats not my real name), so that when people Google my actual name then hopefully my blog and such dont show up. But still, i dont feel like writing so much about the job or the meeting... but it has left me with many thoughts and not all positive ones. The job wasnt exactly what i had been told it was, and so there is a high chance that i will say no to the job, as it did not exactly pay well either. A little bit disappointmenting, but i have this evening and tomorrow to think about it and tomorrow i might go to a "lecture" type thing and take it from there, make my decision after that. But this is part of life, ups and downs. And its all a learning experience so i am not so disappointed. Luckily i had planned to meet my friends afterwards, even if i didnt really feel like it afterwards, i am glad that i did meet them because it helped me take my mind off of things.

We sat in a park, we had all brought some food/snacks with us and just sat and talked for hours and it was exactly what i needed right at that moment. I am so thankful for my friends!! And the homemade brownies, cinnamon rolls and all the other snacks tasted absaloutly amazing. After several hours it was time to head home and the first thing i did was shower, change into my pyjamas and now going to watch series and just rest.... lots to think about.

Tomorrow is a new day, and i am ready for this day to be over!

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