Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: email@example.com
Friday, August 14, 2015
Friday the 14th of August.
Woke up feeling positive and happy but then things went downhill. Low blood sugar, felt tired and hungry and I was like one dark storm cloud. Hahah. It didn't help that trains and buses were late and had to walk a few stations as public transport wasn't working. But I finally came home,made a quick lunch and then shortly after (like 2 hours later) made myself an afternoon snack:
Meringue Swiss casein, greek yoghurt wuth muslie, salted peanuts & a peach. Super delicious and filling. Gave me the energy which I had been lacking for the day!!
Today I have been both mentally and physically very active. So feeling the tiredness this evening after a long day. So to end this day it is snacks & series watching wuth my boyfriend, also an early nights sleep as we're both exhausted. And tomorrow it's race time at 10pm. I'm super nervous and excited! !!
Going to load up wuth Ben and jerrys before the race... I think im more excited for that, haha.
No in all honesty I am so excited for Tuesday. .... its all I can think about and just smile each time I do. I don't think I've ever wanted time to pass so quickly! !! Or well, the days before my graduation I wish time went quicker.
But it's important to live in the moment as well :)