It's strange how easily the stress about school kicks in.... The inner stress which makes my stomach clench, a sick feeling from the anxiety. I shouldn't feel this way, but I just know how tough it will be. Also the fact that I will be studying 100% meaning that I won't really have time to work either, or maybe I will but then I don't know how I would manage everything and there would be a high chance that I burn out.
As you might know by now, I don't cope so well with stress..... but for now there is no point stressing or worrying. I have applied for the courses and all I can do it wait and I know if I get in it will be good to study. To get the courses over with and then the other courses in spring so that I can then work and try to figure out what my next step is.... Because right now I have alot of thoughts about my future. Where to study and what program.... I like the idea of moving to Gothenburg, new start and everything but It won't be until next autumn anyway. .. so i have a whole year to see how things work out and what I want to do/what stage of my life I am in.