Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Friday, June 26, 2015

Somedays you drink 3 cups of coffee and other days you need none

Goood morning :):)

It's still morning - around 11am for me! This morning i woke up before 8am by my dog pushing the door open, jumping into my bed and licking my face. That's what she does when she wants something, she comes up and starts whining or licking you :) And in this case it was water and food, which i understand as that was what i wanted as well :)

A bowl of yoghurt mixed with quark, granola, 2 fried eggs, & some bread and BCAA. (Once again, BCAA is not a necessity to drink when you are eating food as well, but i drank it first, as it is best consumed on an empty stomach and then ate. But i also drink it far too frequently than necessary just because i love the taste of BCAA's :) Though im guessing its just the sweetners and stuff.... )

And as you can see in the picture... no coffee. Yup, i didnt feel i needed it. Hahahah That proud moment when you can actually wake up and not feel the need for coffee :)

 I had booked a massage for this afternoon but the woman who would be giving me a massage called me yesterday and told me she had double booked that time -_- and instead i had to reschedule and the only time available today was an earlier time, which works well also! I was a little worried that i would have to wait 2 or 3 weeks until i would eventually have time to go for a massage again, so i am glad i still get to go today :)

I am ready to relax and feel like a new person... physically anyway!!!
The last time i got a proper massage was 2 or 3 years ago, so i think its time again!

The rest of the day i need to clean my room, pack, aswell as some other stuff and might have plans with my sister in the evening, though my afternoon is very unclear apart from these few things i "need" to do :)

I hope you all have a great Friday :) Its the weekend... once again. Though i feel like i just have a constant weekend all the time. XD


  1. Hi! I commented on one of your posts a while ago (the post about 'fad' diets) and I'm not sure whether you saw it. As you've said you don't ingnore messages on purpose, but sometimes just don't see them, and that's totally understandable :) I just thought I'd repost mine as I would like you to know that I appreciate you and your blog. So here it is:

    Hi Izzy! This is the first time I leave a comment on your blog but I thought I would be about the time to thank you for being here, thank you for writing this blog. You and your texts have helped me more than I could have imagined when I first found your blog. So thank you, so much. Saying thank you doesn't feel like enough but I guess that just has to do. Izzy, you're wonderful, keep going and being you and rocking it! (And also this post resonates really much with my own thoughts. Great words.)

    That was the comment. I hope you have a good day! Enjoy your massage :)

    1. Oh thank you so much. I am so sorry i missed your comment, like you wrote i dont always see all the comments. (Some dont show up in my comment section). I am glad i can help you, that is so sweet of you :)

      I hope you have a great weekend :)

  2. I hope you enjoy your massage and have a good relaxing time! Xx