Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, June 18, 2015

3 hours travelling and some good news

Quick update! !! :)
  Just spent the past 30 minutes writing a post and then it all got deleted :( hate when that happens!!

Anyway, how are you all? How has your day been? :)
   My day has been pretty good!! It started with a morning walk where I listened to music and could just think. The best kind of therapy!! :)

Then came home later than planned and wrote a few blog posts as I wasn't sure if there would be Internet in the apartment but there is some access anyway :)
   In total the journey took 3 hours as there was so much traffic but that includes a 30 minute stop in the food store to get some food :)
The apartment is so tiny and cute :) I want a similar one for myself in Stockholm! That's one of my goals, my own apartment!!

Onto some good news.... I was able to change the dates of my visit to Gothenburg! I called the hotel and was able to change the dates there and bought new train tickets for my boyfriend and I. Maybe a silly extra expense and both my mum and boyfriend thought it was silly and unnecessary. But I felt I wanted to run the race.... its been something I've wanted to do for a long time. I'll just have to be super economic and live on the cheap side but that's ok. I'm not complaining, it's a choice I made and am happy with! (But if you see something on the sides of my blog that interest you, feel free to take a look/click!! XD)

 I feel sorry for my boyfriend #Problematicgirlfriend 101 but he understood.  Sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky with my boyfriend. He is soo kind and I did feel kind of awful but we're travelling the day after my race and staying for 3 days so it will be good anyway! Usually I am very laid back and go with the flow.... don't really make a fuss or complain, but this time I felt I needed to make a change. And he was understanding which I am thankful for.

Now I am feeling super happy and so excited because I get to run my Nike run AND go to Gothenburg with my  boyfriend and go to a huge theme park there. It feels pretty awesome!!! :) and well another step in the relationship to be able to say what I want as usually I never do that. Hahah. Feels strange but also good :)

Anyway, now an evening walk with Daisy and then sleep!

I hope you have all had a good day :) :)


  1. How old is your boyfriend? I hope i´m not too curious:)
    Would you ever post a picture together for your blog?
    The last picture is so tempting with all those berries:D

    1. 2 years older than me :) Haha he does know about my blog so its not impossible that i might do that. But i prefer to not post too many photos of my friends/family etc because its not fair for them. But if he ever agrees to me posting a picture of him then i might do :)
      It tasted delicious!

  2. I am glad everything worked out for you! It is definitely no silly, and you should be able to do the things you love to do! I wouldn't mind seeing a pic of you and your bf as well ;).

    1. Thank you :):) hahah, maybe one day!!