Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Sunday, June 21, 2015

New day (& 3 meals from yesterday)

Good morning :)

Last night it felt so good to sleep in my own bed after 2 days of sleeping on a hard sofabed. Though i guess a sofa bed is better than the floor :)

Despite having a comfy bed with clean sheets and covers (Though i've now realised that the best things require hardwork... i.e having a bed with clean sheets and covers is the best thing I know, but the actual work of putting those sheets and cover on are pretty tough! haha), i didnt sleep so well. Weird nightmares and thoughts and just very strange dreams...... a bit like a 'fever dream' when everything is just very very weird, though i didnt have a fever. I woke up and just felt weird, the weird nightmares still swirling around in my head. But i am going to try to shake them off, get on with my day anyway.

I also have a very sick feeling in my stomach, but i am going to make myself a milkshake/smoothie type thing to give myself some energy!  :) I dont really know what i have planned for today, but feeling very weird and too many weird thoughts. So i think i am just going to sit down and do some writing and then i have a bunch of important stuff which i need to do and then i will see what i plan for the rest of the day :)

Hopefully i will get a chance, or feel like posting today. Not so sure... but otherwise i will be back tomorrow :)

Below you see my breakfast, lunch (in a cafe) and dinner which we ate in a park half way through our journey home!



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