Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Sunday, June 7, 2015

Day in town and thai food dinner

When will the tiredness kick in? Never!!hahaha
   Or i guess tomorrow at like 4pm i will crash and want to just sleep but for now, i am high on energy and feel like i wont be able to sleep at all!! Though i wont get much sleep anyway as i will get up around 4.30am tomorrow -_-' But its worth it!

Though i need to make the decision over whether i choose to drink tomorrow or choose to stay sober and rely on energy drinks... because you shouldnt mix both of them. I'll see... but maybe a little alcohol but mostly non alcoholic!

Anyway... after getting back from Color me Rad i ate dinner with my family before my sister, dad, half brother and I all headed into town  where we wandered around for the next couple of hours. Though as usual when spending time with my dad we ended up in an Irish bar. No matter where we are or what country we are in we always visit an Irish bar XD XD Bought myself a snack to have while sitting in the bar as my blood sugar was low and the others werent hungry. But i know when i need to eat and then its just to go to the store and get something to eat!!
  And then an hour later we were sitting in a thai restaurant and going to eat dinner! I ordered duck with vegetables in a garlic sauce, which tasted amazing. The last time i had duck was in 2008 and it was one of my favourite foods but then became a fear food of mine and havent eaten it since. (Not that i have been scared to eat it, just havent had the chance!).

After dinner we wandered back to the tube and now we're home again and everyone is exhausted while i am jumping around the house and packing things for tomorrow. Wanting to sleep so that tomorrow will begin, but at the same time... i dont want tomorrow to come because then suddenly my time at high school will be over. Officially over... am i even ready for that? I dont know, hahaha.

Ohhh also, my voice is half gone -_- hopefully i can speak tomorrow!!! XD

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