Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Sunday, June 7, 2015

Day in town and thai food dinner

When will the tiredness kick in? Never!!hahaha
   Or i guess tomorrow at like 4pm i will crash and want to just sleep but for now, i am high on energy and feel like i wont be able to sleep at all!! Though i wont get much sleep anyway as i will get up around 4.30am tomorrow -_-' But its worth it!

Though i need to make the decision over whether i choose to drink tomorrow or choose to stay sober and rely on energy drinks... because you shouldnt mix both of them. I'll see... but maybe a little alcohol but mostly non alcoholic!

Anyway... after getting back from Color me Rad i ate dinner with my family before my sister, dad, half brother and I all headed into town  where we wandered around for the next couple of hours. Though as usual when spending time with my dad we ended up in an Irish bar. No matter where we are or what country we are in we always visit an Irish bar XD XD Bought myself a snack to have while sitting in the bar as my blood sugar was low and the others werent hungry. But i know when i need to eat and then its just to go to the store and get something to eat!!
  And then an hour later we were sitting in a thai restaurant and going to eat dinner! I ordered duck with vegetables in a garlic sauce, which tasted amazing. The last time i had duck was in 2008 and it was one of my favourite foods but then became a fear food of mine and havent eaten it since. (Not that i have been scared to eat it, just havent had the chance!).

After dinner we wandered back to the tube and now we're home again and everyone is exhausted while i am jumping around the house and packing things for tomorrow. Wanting to sleep so that tomorrow will begin, but at the same time... i dont want tomorrow to come because then suddenly my time at high school will be over. Officially over... am i even ready for that? I dont know, hahaha.

Ohhh also, my voice is half gone -_- hopefully i can speak tomorrow!!! XD




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