Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, June 9, 2015

A tragic, failed, party and the first day of freedin

Good morning :)

Just going to dive right into summarizing yesterday evening and todays plans!!
  After all the guests had gone at around 8pm my boyfriend and I took a powernap to try to reenergize before heading out to the party for the graduating students. However the powernap only made us more tired and so when we woke up, 20 minutes before we had planned to meet my friends i felt like just cancelling. I was not at all excited to go out instead i just wanted to sleep... but i felt like i would miss out if i didnt atleast go there. It would be better to go there for an hour, see how it was and then go home if i was too tired. So that was exactly what we did...
   In total we stayed about an hour and after that i was too tired and not having fun at all. The music was bad, people were barely dancing and when they did dance they just pushed and shoved everone around them. Everyone was yawning, looking tired and you could see how people checked their phones every 5 minutes... so sometime after 12 i decided we should just head home, might as well get an early nights sleep! But first a stop at McDonalds, where a few fries and vanilla milkshake were consumed before taking a taxi home and falling asleep sometime after 1am!

And then waking up around 7.30 after an awful nights sleep. But my energy is still on top and have just come back from a super sunny and awesome run/walk! I love when its warm and sunny and you can be outside in just shorts and a top! :)

Today's plans are to just take it easy... to spend time in the sun. Maybe buy a small grill and drive out somewhere to eat and just sit in the sun! However i might also have to go to an informational meeting regarding a summer job i have been offered... its at a really awkward time where you can barely do anything beforehand and afterwards you dont really want to do anything either -_-' so that kind of ruins the day. But i know i have to go before i decide whether i want to accept the job or not, so as they say in Swedish, 'its just to bite the sour apple' (Hahahahha... weird i know!)


  1. sorry you had a bad time, hope your feeling better nice pics :) xo