A Life without Anorexia: A tragic, failed, party and the first day of freedin

Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.

And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

A tragic, failed, party and the first day of freedin

Good morning :)

Just going to dive right into summarizing yesterday evening and todays plans!!
After all the guests had gone at around 8pm my boyfriend and I took a powernap to try to reenergize before heading out to the party for the graduating students. However the powernap only made us more tired and so when we woke up, 20 minutes before we had planned to meet my friends i felt like just cancelling. I was not at all excited to go out instead i just wanted to sleep... but i felt like i would miss out if i didnt atleast go there. It would be better to go there for an hour, see how it was and then go home if i was too tired. So that was exactly what we did...
In total we stayed about an hour and after that i was too tired and not having fun at all. The music was bad, people were barely dancing and when they did dance they just pushed and shoved everone around them. Everyone was yawning, looking tired and you could see how people checked their phones every 5 minutes... so sometime after 12 i decided we should just head home, might as well get an early nights sleep! But first a stop at McDonalds, where a few fries and vanilla milkshake were consumed before taking a taxi home and falling asleep sometime after 1am!

And then waking up around 7.30 after an awful nights sleep. But my energy is still on top and have just come back from a super sunny and awesome run/walk! I love when its warm and sunny and you can be outside in just shorts and a top! :)

Today's plans are to just take it easy... to spend time in the sun. Maybe buy a small grill and drive out somewhere to eat and just sit in the sun! However i might also have to go to an informational meeting regarding a summer job i have been offered... its at a really awkward time where you can barely do anything beforehand and afterwards you dont really want to do anything either -_-' so that kind of ruins the day. But i know i have to go before i decide whether i want to accept the job or not, so as they say in Swedish, 'its just to bite the sour apple' (Hahahahha... weird i know!)