The train left at 11.28am this morning and it was expected to take 4 hours but there was a 45 minut delay so we arrived around 4/4.15 pm. The journey wasnt too bad, except that it was extremely warm and i felt like i was burning up from the inside out. So 2 Nocco drinks, a cola zero and a liter water was drank as well as a delicious salad which left me feeling very full.
Once we arrived in Gothenburg it was just to start wandering around and try to find the hotel. When we were wandering to the hotel all i wanted to do was smile because i just felt so happy. I actually thought about the fact that i havent gotten any anxiety about this trip. Usually before travelling i get some anxiety as i dont like sleeping away from home and other things. But i havent felt anything negative about this trip i have just been looking forward to it :) And it feels so great to feel this way :)
When we got to the hotel we checked in and then just lay down feeling tired even though we hadnt done so much the whole day... but travelling just takes so much energy!
This evening we're going to go out for dinner and then maybe look around the hotel or look around Gothenburg :)
In this post i also wanted to mention how happy i feel and how, a few years ago this would never have been possible. Having to eat out in restaurants, sleep somewhere else from home and give up control, but also not be able to constantly exercise would have meant that this type of trip wouldnt hvae been possible. Also the fact that there would be no way i could have had a relationship when i was sick as i was so stuck in my routines and habits and a boyfriend was the last thing on my mind.
Life is worth it and life can get better if you make it better!!! :) Fight for YOUR goals and dreams. Do what makes YOU happy.... even if its tough sometimes and it takes time, it is worth it once you do feel happy!!!