Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: email@example.com
Thursday, May 14, 2015
Where does the time go?
It's 5.30pm and it feels like the first time i am opening my computer! Or the first time to do something productive on my computer anyway!!! I really dont know where this day has gone? Trying to think about what i have done, and it doesnt feel like so much.... Cleaning - the house, my room. Got stuck rearranging my room as well as sorting through old documents. Lots of old notebooks, diaries and things i had written while sick. I could spend hours reading them all - i wrote betgween 5-10 pages everyday while i was sick as that was my outlet, even if i wrote alot online, there is still alot which hasnt been published online. Even now a days there is alot of personal things and things i have gone through, experienced, done etc which arent published online, its even more important to be aware of what i post online when my blog is bigger and also to be aware of who my readers are! :)
Not sure why i wrote about that? Hahah, i guess i was just thinking about it.
But its a good way to enter into the thing i was planning to write today.... I actually forgot i had a blog? Crazy i know. That NEVER happens... i always schedule or plan blog posts but today i completely forgot, and its not until now that i remembered that maybe i should write something. Though the truth is, i dont have so much to write. I went to my new gym today and even if i have been going to the gym for 3 years, i felt like a newbie there! hahaa. But i am sure it will begin feeling like my second home soon :) After that it was a whole load of oatmeal and sandwiches which have been eaten as well as a 'take care of myself/spa session' which makes me feel so refreshed and new!!! Stress takes its toll on my hair, skin and nails and i just walk around looking like a mess not having the energy or time to do anything about it :) But now i feel 'prettier' :):)
And now in about 5 minutes time my boyfriend will be here and we're going to eat dinner at my place! :)
What are your plans for this Thursday evening? :) How have you spent your day?