Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Should be preparing for tomorrows examinations

Tomorrow will be one busy day.... it starts off with a 20-25minute science presentation, then my final piece of work/grading for my individual project, followed by a philosophy exam, then a 3 hour break which will be spent finishing writing essays and preparing for my french national exam, then 65 minutes french exam.... (and i havent studied for it at all. I have had other more important things to do as well as a lack of motivation. :( I wish i was naturally talented with languages):
  And then after that i need to film a movie presentation which will take a few hours.... so i am guessing that i will be gone from the house for more than 12 hours tomorrow as well as having to use my brain pretty much the whole time.

So how am i preparing for all my work tomorrow? By eating delicious food, lying in bed and watching the last 3 episodes of documentary series The Jinx. Its based on a real life story and it was very interesting, not the type of thing i usually watch but i like those type of twisting stories. The scary thing though... it's real life. Its not just a series, but the things that happened have actually happened in real life. I dont get so caught up in those types of things though, but i know many people can.
  My english teacher recommended the series and i began watching it yesterday (and ended up falling asleep! haha, not because it was boring, but because i was so tired) and finished it today! A little mental break from work!

Now at 9pm i am realising that i should atleast do a little revision before i go to bed :)