Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, May 12, 2015


Do not forget about the time you used to wake up and pour yourself a giant bowl of cereal with regular milk and an extra spoon or two of sugar. Do not forget about the excitement you felt when your mom baked cinnamon rolls on special Sunday mornings. And do not forget that your only goal was to beat your siblings to the biggest one with the most cream cheese frosting. 
Do not forget about going to a sleepover at your best friend’s house and secretly making cookie dough at 2am to eat while her parents were sleeping. Do not forget pizza and ice cream and cake at birthday parties. Do not forget that you used to be able to feel full. 
Do not forget the time that food was a taste, not a number. Do not forget the time when there was no such thing as minimums and maximums. Do not forget what it is like to live in normalcy; you do not need to make it complicated because there is no measurement or formula to living.
— espressodoll


  1. :O wow! That hit me hard

  2. literally who would do that at their friends house lmao

    1. Ive actually done something similar to that with friends! ;);)


  3. Wow that was really powerful, that hit me to.

  4. if only this post ha an option 'like' ;)