Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, May 6, 2015


The rain pouring down, making it the perfect day to stay in bed and just drink tea. The weather forecast had been predicated to be sunny and around 20 degress though it seemed unlikely with the current weather we have had. So today when i woke up and heard the rain pouring down i knew that chances of sun were unlikely!! The second thing i noticed when i woke up... it seemed too bright in the room and when i checked the clock i realised that my alarm had never rang and my lesson was beginning in a short while... I hate when this happens. Just the previous day my boyfriend was telling me he doesnt trust phone alarms as they are so unpredictable... i told him that i just put on 3 different alarms each morning incase one doesnt ring or if i hit 'off' instead of snooze.... well it turned out that 1 alarm wasnt even on, the other alarm wasnt set for today and the 3rd alarm just didnt ring.

Luckily this doesnt happen so often, but when it does... it sucks. It messes up my whole schedule and routine.. now that missed hour in class where i would have worked productively, i need to try to fit that hour in after school. As well as no time to workout today unless i fit it in somewhere, but there is no pressure about that. There is always tomorrow!

Now i am going to make myself a second cup of coffee and continue with my breakfast!


  1. Why do you drink so much bcaa?

    1. I didnt drink the nocco right then ;)