Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Monday, May 18, 2015

Monday update

Time flies when you are busy doing things!!!

The morning started in a chaotic way as i had timed everything so that i would get to school 10 minutes before my first lesson, however it turned out that 2 of the trains were cancelled due to an accident which meant no train for 20 minutes, and then it would take me 15 minutes to get to school as well as needing those 5-10 minutes before my actual lesson begins to go to my locker etc So instead i began walking i knew that it would be quicker if i just walked to school which infact it was! However after already working out and feeling tired i came to school like one big mess and the first thing i had to do was stand up and present for 20 minutes! Once that was over i could just sink down into a seat and let the mornings chaos settle down.

For the rest of the day the time just flew by and when i was home again i made myself some waffles with quark, nuts and coffee before sitting down and writing my essay and then 2,5 hours had passed and i was hungry again so then made myself a simple dinner - quorn fillets, beetroots, potatoe salad, peas & 2 slices of bread.

Dinner time has become one of my favourite moments of the day because then i just lie in my bed with my plate of food and just mentally and physically relax for an hour before its then back to work again until 8 or 9pm when i then begin to write posts/comments/other social media until 10pm or so when its then getting ready for bed. So that 1 hour during dinner time is my 'me' time.... though longing until i get more than an hour a day to just relax.

Anyway, this is how life is at the moment and it's just to make the best of the situation and enjoy my moments of rest :)

Now snack time!!! (yup, these are 3 out of my 5 meals today!)


  1. Were´nt you allergic to bananas?
    Which waffles recipe to you use?

    1. I am still intolerant to bananas... but i do like them so i take the consequences of them. And i use a protein pancake mix :)

  2. How do you make the decision what to have? Like, does your body kind of tell you what your want? If so, how? X

    1. Ive answered this in a post :)

  3. Replies
    1. Thank you :):) It tastes amazing as well!

  4. Your meals look amazing! :) I dont want to be hater or something like that, but i just want to ask if you really eat all the nuts that you have on the photo :D please dont be angry about this question.. I admire you a lot, because it had to be very difficult to recover as you did.. Good work anyway! :)

    1. Dont worry its just a question :) no not always... when it's 3 bowls like this I might not. But I can easily eat one filled bowl of nuts :) it's like when I post chocolate and that, I don't necessarily eat the whole bar. Maybe 1 piece, maybe half of it, maybe all of it... sometimes I eat like 2 of the heart shaped bowls with nuts, sometimes half etc :)