Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Late update

Hello :) :)

I am so sorry for the late update.  It's 2pm and I've just sat myself down in school! Today has been a very different weekday!

Yesterday I had a really good time at both the dinner and the partying.  Small sips of alcohol were drunk but I could enjoy myself and party like anyone else! I don't need alcohol to have fun or let loose! By 1am most people were starting to leave and the music wasn't as good anymore so by 1.20am my boyfriend and I took a taxi home and fell asleep by 2.30am.

By 6.30am the sun was shining into my room so I was half awake but managed to sort of sleep until 8.30 when we both woke up. As the sun was shining I decided to go out for a morning run and then plan the day after that as I want sure how I would do with school etc

The day turned out that I skipped my midmorning lesson as it wasn't an obligatory lesson and instead bought breakfast /lunch in town and sat by the water for a long while before then wandering in town. And  now I'm sitting in school as I have my french national test at 3pm which I need to do and I need to study.
And then I'm free for the day!! A very nice day in other words!

Otherwise.... I want to eat everything. All this extra dancing/walking = super hungry! 😁😁

Anyway, thank you all for the lovely comments yesterday!  I will reply to you all :)

And don't forget, if you want me to write about something just let me know!


  1. Glad you had a lovely time at the party, and are having a good day! xo

  2. So happy you enjoyed the party and have a short day at school!! Good luck with your exam :) What is the class title you got? :D