Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, May 28, 2015

Feeling happy and tired!!


Feels like i have been saying this alot recently, but what a strange day!! This morning started off in such an awesome way. The sun was shining and i decided to walk to the gym and i could not stop smiling.... because i am done with ALL my school work for high school. No more studying until autumn! Not sure if this is good or bad... but its like going from 100 to 0 in an instant. Suddenly i have so much freetime i dont even know what to do with myself!!! It feels awesome to be done with all my work! XD

Now its 9 days until my dad and brother visit Sweden. 10 days until the colour run and 11 days until my graduation!! Think, only 11 days left.... the day i have been waiting for so long! To tick off graduate from high school on my bucketlist!!! 

So many things to smile about so i could not stop smiling, everything just felt so awesome! And then when i got to school i only had one lesson and got some awesome news so i left school with a smile still plastered on my face!!

I was home at 11am and made myself lunch (Below) and then at 12.30pm the tiredness came from out of nowhere and by 1pm i had fallen asleep listening to a podcast. I woke up 3 hours later covered in marks from my duvet covers and feeling disorientated and even more tired? How is that possible to wake up still feeling tired from a nap?? haha

But with a shower and now eating my afternoon snack (a little later than usual!!) i am feeling myself again XD
   I have a few different alternatives for this evening..... Go to a book event which my friends are going to or go to the cinema with my boyfriend. Or go workout or a powerwalk with my sister or a movie night with my sister.... or just have an evening to myself. I am not sure what i will do.... only time will tell!!


  1. Feel free to tel more about your new layout (in a post maybe?) :) Maybe not layout, but I see you've got the date up, and a email button (next to the comment button. I like it

    1. Ohh i just made some small changes :) going to make a new header in a week or two. First going to take some new photos!! :)

  2. Do you add sugar in your tea? Do you boiled those vegetables?

    1. No I don't :) I avoid sweetner as well :) and I microwaved the vegetables today, but usually just boil them!!

    2. Why do you not drink sugar in your tea or coffee?

    3. Because I have never done that in my life. It's not so weird.

  3. Congrats on finishing school! :) Maybe you can write a post on what's in store for you after graduation and what you'll be studying? <3

    1. Thank you :) :) yeah I will try to do that :) but I think I've written about it before, haha!

  4. I can definitely relate to the tired after a nap haha, its crazy!, well done on graduating! :) xx

  5. I always feel more tired after a nap too!! I'm so happy you have no schoolwork now, it means no stress for you any more...until autumn! Your food pics are as amazing as ever! X