Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Sunday, May 17, 2015

Day of studying and some recent eats!

Today has been a looong, looonng day!! It feels like a never ending day and not in a good way.

It started off with going to the gym and then on the way back i had planned it so that i would have about 45 minutes to fix things at home before my friends arrived. However i had to go to the shop to buy cookies and snacks for the maths studying as well as buy lunch for myself as we didnt have so much food at home. But there was something wrong with the cashiers and payment system so i spent roughly 15 minutes in the store waiting until i was able to pay when all I was paying for were 3 items -_-' It was also pouring with rain so by the time i came home i had 15 minutes to eat lunch, change clothes as i was soaking wet and do a quick 'clean' of my room and the living room. And somehow i managed!! Then the next 3,5hours were spent half studying, half talking about other things... not sure how much i actually learnt, but maybe a little anyway!
  Then it was a break for some food before spending 90 minutes working on a swedish eassy and then food - dinner & dessert/night snack part 1.

Todays lunch^^

^Dinner & dessert

  And that pretty much sums up my day - pretty much my life at the moment as well, haha!!! Its only 9.15pm but i am tired and ready for bed anyway!!! Usually i dont feel tired until 11.30pm, so now im taking the change and going to bed early to feel refreshed for the coming week!!!

Below are some recent meals as many of my followers like when i post my meals!


  1. do you eat things like pasta/rice/potatoes?

  2. (Trigger warning, contains numbers)

    I'm currently in recovery, and I was wondering if even if I wasn't very under weight for height or age with the condition, do I still need the same amount of calories a normal recovering anorexic needs? I was at about 90 lbs for 5'4" and am currently at around 96 lbs. How do I know when to stop gaining? My doctor really hasn't set a goal weight for me. And how much do I need once I start maintaining?

  3. I hope going to bed early left you feeling refreshed and ready to face the new week! I love your food photos, your food always looks so delicious and interesting! X