Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Sunday, May 17, 2015

Day of studying and some recent eats!

Today has been a looong, looonng day!! It feels like a never ending day and not in a good way.

It started off with going to the gym and then on the way back i had planned it so that i would have about 45 minutes to fix things at home before my friends arrived. However i had to go to the shop to buy cookies and snacks for the maths studying as well as buy lunch for myself as we didnt have so much food at home. But there was something wrong with the cashiers and payment system so i spent roughly 15 minutes in the store waiting until i was able to pay when all I was paying for were 3 items -_-' It was also pouring with rain so by the time i came home i had 15 minutes to eat lunch, change clothes as i was soaking wet and do a quick 'clean' of my room and the living room. And somehow i managed!! Then the next 3,5hours were spent half studying, half talking about other things... not sure how much i actually learnt, but maybe a little anyway!
  Then it was a break for some food before spending 90 minutes working on a swedish eassy and then food - dinner & dessert/night snack part 1.

Todays lunch^^

^Dinner & dessert

  And that pretty much sums up my day - pretty much my life at the moment as well, haha!!! Its only 9.15pm but i am tired and ready for bed anyway!!! Usually i dont feel tired until 11.30pm, so now im taking the change and going to bed early to feel refreshed for the coming week!!!

Below are some recent meals as many of my followers like when i post my meals!


  1. do you eat things like pasta/rice/potatoes?

  2. (Trigger warning, contains numbers)

    I'm currently in recovery, and I was wondering if even if I wasn't very under weight for height or age with the condition, do I still need the same amount of calories a normal recovering anorexic needs? I was at about 90 lbs for 5'4" and am currently at around 96 lbs. How do I know when to stop gaining? My doctor really hasn't set a goal weight for me. And how much do I need once I start maintaining?

  3. I hope going to bed early left you feeling refreshed and ready to face the new week! I love your food photos, your food always looks so delicious and interesting! X