Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Monday, May 4, 2015

Back to school

After 3 wonderful days off school it was finally back to reality and school. The alarm was set for 6am which seemed far too early when the alarm finally rang. I was not ready to get up, not ready for a school day but i dragged myself out of bed, made myself breakfast and got ready for the gym followed by school!

P.s I love my top! I just want to wear it 24/7 and never take it off... hahah.

Today the pain in my legs is crazy!! Especially my quads and i feel it in my calves when i walk... good thing i am no longer a cardio addict like before (when i forced myself to do cardio no matter weather, mood, energy - this was several years ago though ;)). Now it was just a strength training session at the gym which felt awesome as now when my race is over i want to focus more on strength again, though of course running when i get the chance - need to continue with the long distance to keep improving. But also letting my body rest is important :)

Then it was school for the next several hours where i managed to send in an assignment which in my own opinion is one of the worst essays i have written in my whole 3 years at the school :( I just didnt have the time or energy to make it better. But hopefully it is acceptable anyway! I also had a maths test which went ok, but once again, i havent had the time to study the past week and this weekend i have barely had time as well. Hard to find time for everything at the moment, but trying my best with the 24 hours i have each day.

After school my mum picked me up as we had some errands to run, then home to eat followed by more food and now relax time!!! Tomorrow is another school week with even more assignments due XD

How is everyone doing? :) How has YOUR day been? :)


  1. I have to ask what is on top of your oatmeal? It looks delicious :) I love your blog!

    1. it's 1,5 scoop casein (pineapple flavour :)) mixed with water :)