Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, May 19, 2015

After feeling unmotivated, tired and unwilling to work at 22.15 yesterday evening i sent in my final essay for high school!!! I dont know how it feels... good i guess.  But until i graduate it still feels like i have 101 things to do! But it means that i can now focus all my attention on the 3 national tests i still have left!!

This morning i woke up at 5.30am as the sun was shining in my room... i.e around 3/4am it starts getting bright in my room and then i am easily woken. So instead of laying in bed not able to sleep i got up and took the dog for a walk - after coffee and BCAA's were drank!! Then when i came home i began making myself breakfast, however i felt a little too hungry so began eating some nuts while making my oatmeal and suddenly all the nuts in the jar were gone... around 200g+ maybe... hahaha. Not even 8am and ive eaten that much ;);) And then breakfast afterwards. hahaha. But thats ok, nuts are one of my addictions!!
 This will just give me fuel to study today and to be active so i'm not so worried... +/- calories in the end!!

So just a little reminder to you all - dont panic if you eat more one day, or like me... eat 200g salted nuts in one go! Its energy which your body will use, either now or later!! Dont feel guilty, move on with life :)

I hope you all have a great day! The sun is shining in Sweden, i have had a lovely start to my day with a morning walk and soon its study and school time with only one lesson ^_^ (though will still be in school from 10.30am-4pm!)


  1. Congratulations on submitting your last essay! Good luck with the last 3 national tests, I hope you ace them! X