Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, April 23, 2015

Thursday Morning

Good Morning Sunshine :)

Last night i ended up staying up until 10am fixing lots of things and trying to print out my individual project, though the printer did not seem to work. Either the printer or the computer crashed or it ended up printing the wrong things or printing old papers. So the printing process took a little longer than expected, but finally i had my hard work in my hand!! It felt pretty good and i had to take a sigh of relief, though then my thoughts began to wander to....Is it really good enough? Have you really done your best? I am sure there is something you can change? What if you fail? You most probably will.... Despite both my project mentor, my sister and my mum all telling me that it was great and i shouldnt worry, there is that small voice inside of me trying to tell me I am not good enough.
   But now i have just accepted that I have done the best I could. And if its not good enough or if i have done something wrong, well thats up to those who read my project to decide. But like my sister and A tell me, I need to have more confidence in myself.

However, what i meant to write before that whole story, was that i ended up not going to sleep until quite late and i thought....'5 hours sleep isnt that bad', I am sure i can manage. Though when the alarm rang that was not quite the same line of thinking, though now that I am awake and sipping on some coffee i am feeling awake and ready to tackle the day :) Though ill see how long this energy lasts, luckilgy though i finish at 2pm so then it's either home to sleep or stay in school and work :)

Now back to reality though and feel that time is rushing away from me this morning! Somehow it has taken far too long to try to write this simple post - i guess that is a sign of a little mental tiredness anyway. Need to remind myself to prioritize sleep better!!!

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