Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Stomach like a black hole and

Hello :)
 I thought i would write a quick little update, as i havent had so much time for my blog today and this evening i wont have so much time either - so i thought why not write a little update now :)

Up early this morning but even then i felt the warmth and it was bright even when my alarm rang which felt super!!
  Then school from 8-4pm where i got 2 new assignments :/ Sent in one big assignment. Answered some emails. Tried to make important phone calls but no one answered. Missed several important phone calls. Ate loads for lunch and still felt hungry :( Drank lots of caffeine, got absaloutly no extra energy from it. Filmed in the last bit for our movie adaption (was supposed to be done on Monday but ours wasnt ready... i.e filming the day before its due is NOT a good idea ;) We missed a few scenes!). Ended up feeling sad and lonely for some reason, I had plans of maybe meeting A but he couldnt so I called my sister and wondered if she wanted to get a coffee. As i felt the need to have company from someone close to me... but she was busy working. So instead, headed home (came home 11,5 hours since i left this morning.). Made myself a snack followed by a second snacks because i felt so hungry. Sat down and paid bills.... -_-' Wrote a list of everything i need to try to get done before graduation and its ALOT, not to mention all the assignments still left. But i can just take things one day at a time!

And now I am about to do the final touches and editing to my individual project which i have worked all year on... because on Friday its the due date. But i am going to send it/give it in tomorrow because i just want it out of the way. I feel i am done with it and i hate having it looming over my shoulder. So those are my plans for the evening... and then its sleep because tomorrow is another long day!! But i dont mind when life is busy, sometimes its worse when i have absaloutly nothing to do and feel like i am wasting my life. But now even if i can feel stressed at times i know that i am busy doing things and also doing things i love. Spending time with people i like and doing things in my life :)

See the positives!!!

How are YOU doing? How has YOUR day been? :)


  1. Izzy,
    Life is definitely busy at the end of the semester. I took a break from studying to pain my nails!