This morning when i woke up i tried writing a post but i just didnt have anything to write about. I have gotten feedback that you like my personal posts, that alot of people are interested in my 'what i do daily' and 'my life now' compared to the recovery posts, but then again this is a recovery blog with some personal posts and other random posts. I dont really want it to be too much of anything, but try to have a combination, and times like today when i didnt have any motivation to write anything. So instead just leaving it blank is better.
This morning my head was filled with other thoughts and slight anxiety, its already Thursday and my break is passing by so quickly. I want time to slow down so that i have time to breathe, time to pause and actually enjoy my break but instead i am spending my break having lots of 'musts' and 'things to do'. It really isnt much of a break, though after yesterdays mental and physical rest it feels pretty good today both mentally and physically as i have dedicated this day just to get work done.
So since this morning i have been on the go. Calls to make, important emails to reply to, school work, picking up my ID and passport, picking up packages, cleaning the house and cleaning my room and other important things on my list of to do things! And somewhere in all these things i managed to find some time to make myself waffles and buy chocolate and strawberries!!! When you need to study a delicious snack is obligatory!!
And now it is time to get back to writing essays and presentations and then this evening if i get everything done i will most probably go to A's place to watch a movie and take it easy for the evening :) How are you spending your day and evening? :)