Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Thursday, April 9, 2015

So much to do, so little time

Inbetween the 101 things I have to do today/have already done today i thought i would leave a little time, or more... make a little time to write a quick update on my blog. Today i have almost completely forgotten that i have a blog and to update, my thoughts have been elsewhere.

This morning when i woke up i tried writing a post but i just didnt have anything to write about. I have gotten feedback that you like my personal posts, that alot of people are interested in my 'what i do daily' and 'my life now' compared to the recovery posts, but then again this is a recovery blog with some personal posts and other random posts. I dont really want it to be too much of anything, but try to have a combination, and times like today when i didnt have any motivation to write anything. So instead just leaving it blank is better.
   This morning my head was filled with other thoughts and slight anxiety, its already Thursday and my break is passing by so quickly. I want time to slow down so that i have time to breathe, time to pause and actually enjoy my break but instead i am spending my break having lots of 'musts' and 'things to do'. It really isnt much of a break, though after yesterdays mental and physical rest it feels pretty good today both mentally and physically as i have dedicated this day just to get work done.

So since this morning i have been on the go. Calls to make, important emails to reply to, school work, picking up my ID and passport, picking up packages, cleaning the house and cleaning my room and other important things on my list of to do things! And somewhere in all these things i managed to find some time to make myself waffles and buy chocolate and strawberries!!! When you need to study a delicious snack is obligatory!!

And now it is time to get back to writing essays and presentations and then this evening if i get everything done i will most probably go to A's place to watch a movie and take it easy for the evening :) How are you spending your day and evening? :)

 Below you see my breakfast for today (Egg white oatmeal with quark & 3 crisp bread with 3 eggs and topped with caviar afterwards!)


  1. Loving the sunshine!! :) & so making the most of the nice weather this afternoon - - with my horse :)

    How could u not be outside when its such a nice day? x

    1. That sounds lovely :) If i didnt have so much studying and other things to do i would definitely spend more time outside and in nature, i did however go for a lovely, long run in the evening :)