Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Friday, April 17, 2015

Random facts about me

I can be super awkward when you need to make small talk with me.... I am the type of person who either feels super comfortable around you and talks lots or stands in the corner (sort of) and doesnt say so much. And i hate having to stand/sit awkwardly with strangers or friends of friends have to talk about something while the mutual friend is away!!

I can look like i am angry or like a bi*ch when i am walking somewhere or in a rush or just naturally (?) even though i amnt. Its like i think i look happy and fine but my face says otherwise, hahaha! Though you can clearly see on my face when i am irritated over something or someone!! I find that i often have to remind my family that i am not angry it's just how i look!!

The first thing i do when i come home is change from jeans/skirt to shorts and put my hair into a really messy pineapple ontop of my head! I dislike jeans alot, i feel like they suffocate my legs and my legs are always so warm so most of the time i wear skirts and tights, but i love shorts and having bare legs so as often as i can i will wear shorts!!

My room symbolizes my life and mind. I.e if it is messy as hell, then it's easy to conclude that my life is stressful and my thoughts are somewhere else. But then when life is more under control then i clean my room and keep my room relatively tidy.
  I have mentioned this to my mum as she likes to complain that there are clothes on the floor or things everywhere, but it's just that my life and thoughts are messy and so is my room!!! XD

I am addicted to BCAA's. You might have already noticed this, but i loveeee them. And have WAY TOO MANY tubs of different BCAA flavours at home. And now even NOCCA BCAA drinks XD XD

I am awful at taking/remembering to take medicines. Despite having to take lots of medication everyday as well as extra pills and vitamins and such i am awful at remembering. My problem is that i dont want to take them before i eat because then i dont have room for food, but then after food i am too full to take them and in between meals i dont remmeber at all. And having alarms doesnt work because i just shut them off and dont take the medications. And ive tried putting them in very obvious places where i see them clearly, such as beside my computer but then i still seem to forget?? Not good at all!!!

Just a few random facts about myself that i thought  :)


  1. I can relate to the Jeans thing soo well. I always feel uncomfortable wearing Jeans, like being caught in a cage. I prefer skirts and tights very much, too. Being Bare-legged i don't like though, since I feel less safe and uncomfortable in my skin wearing less clothes..
    Wish you all the Best, izzy.


    1. Hahah yes, jeans are like a cage for my legs! So I prefer having them "free" in shorts! !!

  2. I thought that taking your medication would be crucial to you, having CF and all? is you CF not that serious? does your friends and BF not know about your CF? Not judging, just wondering: ) have a nice weekend! :)

  3. Just a (few) quick questions on blogging: how popular is your blog, or in other words, how many visits do you get everyday? Also, how did you build up your blog to be this wonderful and organized? I'm kinda struggling with how to build some kind of base to my blog and how to get started. I just wanted to know if you had any advice on how to get consistent page views. Thanks:)

    1. I'll answer this in a post today :) (hopefully!)