Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Monday, April 27, 2015

I like to party and by party i mean sleep!

Monday morning, the sun is shining, it is super warm outside and life feels pretty good right now!
  I fell asleep by 2.30am with my ears ringing and am just after waking up at 9am. I am feeling super energetic and my mind is clear and ready for the day, despite not even drinking coffee yet.

I had planned to post before i left yesterday but i thought that roughly 60 minutes to get ready would be enough because well.... what did i have to do? Get dressed, put on a little make up, make sure i had everything with me, take a few photos, write a blog post and then leave... that would surely be enough time. But nope, once my sister started on my make up and hair it took a lot longer than i had planned so the time just flew by!

I was not feeling super excited, not even on the train into the city, infact i sat there and wandered what am I doing 11pm on a Sunday wearing heels and red lipstick and going to a party? Not me at all. But i knew i would regret it if i didnt go, its times like this where you just need to make yourself do things! Despite not drinking alcohol i felt very dizzy, i guess too much caffeine and not sleeping enough so there were times i thought i would faint or fall over but luckily i did neither! I also enjoyed myself alot, dancing with my friends and having a good time so I am glad that i went :)

When i felt myself getting a little too tired I decided to head home only to realise that the trains had stopped going to my station and the only bus that went stopped far way from where i lived so decided to call a taxi. It was nice as the taxi ride only took 20 minutes and if i had taken the train and bus it would have taken more than an hour to get home. Though i always feel uneasy in taxi's, i have had some bad experiences in taxi's so i prefer other ways of transport even though i know that taxi's are safe and all that, i can just feel very uncomfortable. But i arrived home safely, made myself a snack and then went to bed :) And that was the end of last week and the start of this week!! I am hoping that this week will be an awesome as i have alot of things going on in school and outside of school!!


  1. You look stunning! And I'm glad you enjoyed yourself :) I think some people have asked you this before, but where did you find your dress? Hope you have a lovely day!

    1. Thank you :):) Im not so sure where its from, i actually bought the dress in 2011.... hence why i worred i wouldnt fit into it. But i somehow managed!! XD