Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, April 23, 2015

Getting closer to graduation!

What a loonnnggg day!! But i am not complaining infact i am filled with energy!! At the moment we have almost 0 food at home - nobody has had time to go food shopping so for dinner i had to be creative and use what we had. So a double portion protein oatmeal (mixed in protein powder) topped with quark (And milk afterwards) and then yoghurt with raspberries.  It has given me so much energy that i considered going out for a run... but then i realised that the bed was more comfortable!
Oatmeal = best energy ever!

Onto my day then?
Well it was my shortest day in school and i only had 1 and a half lessons during the whole 6 hours i was in school. Kind of pointless, but it also meant that i had lots of time to sit and work through my own stuff.
So important calls made.
School stuff finished and sent in.
Sent in and shared my individual project!
And answered all emails....Sayyy what?
I cant even remember the last time my inbox had 0 emails (though its already filled up again XD). But i had time over and also felt 'ready to help and answer some questions'. I do know that i had lost loads of emails so if i havent answered yours then i havent recieved it because all the emails i had in my inbox i have replied to. (before 2pm today anyway :))

Here you also see my lovely school assignments for the next 6 weeks... its not even all of them ;)
*Take a deep breath* *Dont panic* *I can get it all done in time*
*Say goodbye to a social life*


After school i headed into the city to get my graduation cap... here in Sweden there are these really old traditions when it comes to graduation and finally its my turn to go through them :)
If you want me to write about them just let me know... But definitely closer to graduation you will read more about them :)
^^It had my last name there, but i dont really feel like publishing it here... even if half of my readers already know it! haha
And on the back it says my school and year of graduation :)

On a side note, my mum was a little irritated that i had written Izzy instead of my actual name... But everyone calls me Izzy even teachers and i feel more comfortable with that name. Though its not actually my real name :) Little bit of information if you didnt know that!

Also on a sidenote... how can people enjoy walking around in town or shopping? I had thought i might start looking for a graduation dress but 10 minutes in town and i felt like panicking and just wanted to get out of there as soon as i could. I felt irritated with people... they were everywhere and it was just too much of everything. So i decided to head home instead.... i'll stick to online shopping!

This evening... just rest and food!!
Though like i mentioned i have a little too much energy right now, so will most probably end up spending the whole evening just watching Youtube videos and falling asleep too late once again!
But tomorrow its Friday!!!


  1. It's my BIRTHDAY today!!! Just felt like posting this coz I'm gonna have a delicious cake!!!!! 24th April =P

    1. Happy birthday! Yay April birthdays! Mine is in 6 days! And glad you're having birthday cake and get a chance to enjoy it-hope it's delicious!

    2. Happy birthday! !!! Enjoy your cake and have a great day & a great year!!!