Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Birthday celebrations

Where do I even begin with this day? Trying to collect my thoughts and think about everything i have done today! This morning feels like a life time ago, like it was another day. A long school day where i had an important presentation and the first out of 4 national tests in french. I really dont know how i did in that test, but i can say i didnt really understand the questions so I am pretty sure my answers are far from what was expected. hahah. But i tried anyway - i have the maths/science brain, so languages is not my strong side at all. It would be nice to be good at languages, to easily be able to learn them and then be able to communicate and understand other languages :)

The rest of the school day was hard work and tiredness. I also wore no make up to school today as i had forgotten to put it on this morning. So i felt pretty self conscious about that as i do have dark circles under my eyes :( But nobody mentioned anything which i guess is a positive thing!

Then home to eat a quick snack, try to finish some school work before A came over and then later my dad arrived at our place. After that my step dads two sons joined us and the 8 of us ate dinner to celebrate my sisters birthday.And then there was of course cake and baileys for dessert! It was a very typical 'family gathering' type of thing so there were times where i just wanted to crawl under the table. And times where i felt sorry for A sitting there beside me... but now he has atleast seen this side of my family i.e the very family-behind-the-scenes type of thing :) So atleast i dont need to worry about that anyway!! He also got to meet my dad which went well - my dad didnt scare him off anyway! :)

Anyway, this post was going to be kept short as the time has just flown by and i have an early wake up call tomorrow and a very long day :( But its also going to be a good day!! However, sleep is needed :)

I am trying to keep my blog as best updated as i can, though i know i amnt really getting a chance to answer questions or write about topics suggested, but with the little time i have i try my best :)

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