Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Monday, April 27, 2015


  • 01:tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
  • His personality, his behaviour... just him as a person. Its hard to answer this without sounding cheesy, but i like everything about him. I like spending time with him and i like him as a person.... its hard to write an answer online as well, haha!
  • 02:what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
  • Nothing right now... but i did start feeling a little pain in my knees after all the dancing in my heels yesterday. I am always worried about my knees and ankles as they are so important to keep 'in tact' as i workout and run so much so i really dont want to injure them!
  • 03:what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
  • I'm tired and hungry.
  • 04:what are you listening to?
  • Right now i love the song: Savages by five knives
  • and People watching by Air Traffic Controller

  • 05:what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
  • My french national test (on Wednesday), my history assignment and my Swedish national presentation. :(
  • 06:where do you think your best friend is right now?
  • In college i am presuming, or still in bed XD
  • 07:have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
  • Yes ;)
  • 08:sex on the first date?
  • No i wouldnt do that as i mean you dont really know the person so well and well, it would feel more like a 'hook up' then.
  • 09:kiss on the first date?
  • Once again, i dont think i would because i dont know the person so i would rather wait until the second or third date.
  • 10:is there one person you want to be with right now?
  • Yes!
  • 11:are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
  • Yes i am :) Its strange but i am happy, even if part of me is super stressed i am still very happy and content with life :) It feels awesome and i am going to enjoy it all as much as i can.
  • 12:is there something you would like to say to someone?
  • Yeah.. i just cant bring myself to say it :(
  • 13:what are three things you did today?
  • Ate breakfast, drank coffee, blogged. (its only 10am here and i woke up at 9am...)
  • 14:would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
  • Have them over i think. But i don't really like sleepovers, i prefer to actually sleep, haha.
  • 15:what is your favourite kind of gum?
  • All types of gum!!!! Mostly, but the ones that you can chew on for like 3 hours are the best.
  • 16:are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
  • Well not exactly 'friends' but i mean we can still talk.
  • 17:what is on your wrists right now?
  • One hairband... usually i have 3 XD
  • 18:ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
  • Yeah... but turned out that he actually liked me as well, hahaha. But then it was too late, we both moved country XD
  • 19:does anyone have strong feelings for you?
  • Well i am hoping that someone does (meaning A and my family!)
  • 20:are you slowly drifting away from someone?
  • Its already happened a while ago :(
  • 21:have you ever wasted your time on someone?
  • No i dont think so, i believe that people come into your life for a reason. Some may not be for positive reasons, but still they can teach you a lesson then. So i dont believe i 'waste' time on people, their are either a blessing or a lesson!
  • 22:can you do the alphabet in sign language?
  • No... i cant even do yes or know in sign language. Maybe i should learn.
  • 23:how have you felt today?
  • Energetic, happy, motivated! Hopefully it lasts the whole day!
  • 24:you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
  • Right now... i have so many things to pay for for graduation so towards that. But maybe a hair cut or heels (part of the whole graduation thing! XD)
  • 25:what is wrong with you right now?
  • Who said anything was wrong? I think i am doing ok at the moment!

  • 26:is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
  • Not right now.
  • 27:would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
  • Considering that i dont know what jamba juice is and that i am a coffee addict i would have to say starbucks!

  • 28:why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
  • Hahah, there wasnt even any love to begin with!

  • 29:how late did you stay up last night and why?
  • 2.30am... partying!
  • 30:when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
  • A while ago :( :( :( She lives in Ireland.
  • 31:what were you doing an hour ago?
  • Just waking up - making myself breakfast.
  • 32:what are you looking forward to in the next month?
  • So many things!!! Almost done with school work, my dad is coming over (this Wednesday); my half marathon race, my graduation party etc etc
  • 33:are you wearing jeans right now?
  • Nope wearing sports pants!!
  • 34:are you a patient person?
  • It depends, i can get quite impatient depending on what it is i'm doing or who i am waiting for.
  • 35:do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
  • I already have! Actually, i think its just about 3 months XD (3 month anniversary or something... checked it up, tomorrow is our 3 month anniversary. hahaha. I dont do those types of things and find them super cheesey, so no i am not going to do anything special. )
  • 36:favourite colour?
  • Hot pink or baby blue!
  • 37:did you have a dream last night?
  • I did, and it was super strange but now i have forgotten it... usually i dont remember my dreams.
  • 38:are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
  • Sports pants.
  • 39:if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
  • My boyfriend.

  • 41:if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
  • Yes!!!
  • 42:do you like meeting new people?
  • Yeah i do, but i am rarely the one to start the conversation, but if they start talking to me then i have no problem making conversation!
  • 43:are you afraid of falling in love?
  • I dont really know... i think i am scared of letting my guard down and becoming vulnerable.
  • 44:ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
  • yes.
  • 45:has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
  • I dont think so... but then again i forget things like that so maybe someone has.
  • 46:have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
  • like 85% of the time. :(


  1. How is A's personality actually? What do you two have in common and what do you admire in him? It'd be interesting to get a bit of an idea of him!

  2. Does A smoke? If he does then what is your attitude towards it? ��

  3. You have actually very beautiful eyes, kind of mystic :)