Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, March 12, 2015

Treating myself with chocolate

It's strange but i am not feeling tired at the moment... or i am feeling physically tired despite not doing much today but mentally, not tired at all!!!  Its most probably due to a sugar high though!!

Today the sun was shining and the day was bright, but a little cold. However i sat indoors most of the day as i had my science test to study for.... though i felt that i had the basics down and as they were essay questions i had to write for my test i felt that as long as i understand what we have gone through then it wont be so hard to expand on those thoughts and use analytical skills to answer the questions so i wasnt feeling so worried. It wasnt a bunch of facts, numbers and dates i had to remember.
   Finally at 3pm it was test time and for 2,15 hours i sat and wrote.wrote.wrote. My hand and arm began cramping half way, but it was just to keep writing because the questions were tough and needed alot of information and in total i wrote 16 pages (but the lines are like 3 of those small lines) so it wasnt as much text as it sounds. But i surprised myself that i wrote that much.. however its Quality over quantity!!! 
  All day today i have dreamed about chocolate and oreo cookies so i knew exactly what i was going to buy before going home today.... though i went into a new store and they had so many new things - all the new flavours of items. So i bought more than i had planned - new quark flavours, the new Celsius pear flavour, chocolate, trail mix!
I actually didnt try the celsius or quark yet... all i wanted was the trail mix and chocolate :) haha

This evening i'm going to watch the new PLL episode ;) and then sleeeppppp because tomorrow is Friday and i dont have any work for the weekend - hopefully!! And it feels so good!!

So for now, good night :) I hope you have all had a lovely day - or going to have a lovely day!

^^My hair though.... once i get a chance i need to cut my hair!!


  1. You are such a beautiful girl!

    1. Your comment made me so happy, so thank you!!!