Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Sunday, March 15, 2015

Tired Sunday

The past few weekends i have spent busy.busy.busy, doing things and having places to be. I havent really spent a full day at home in a while and its only now i realised just how boring it is.  I used to love it, i used to long for my Sundays where i could just lie in bed and watch series or movies and just not do so much. Now however i am just sort of wandering around the house, not sure what to do. Waiting for a friend to message me, waiting for it to be evening, trying to find energy to go to the store, thinking about working out or going for another walk, but feeling super duper tired. So even if i want to do things, my stomach is cramping and my energy levels are low so i dont think i will manage to drag myself out of the house if it isnt to the food store for chocolate and rice pudding!! XD

Tomorrow is Monday and i am longing for a new day, not for any particular reason but more that i have a schedule, know what i need to do and where to be. Have things to do. But i do admit, it is a little nice to just wander around the house, not have any school work to do (for now anyway) and just take it easy :)

How are you spending your Sunday? :)

Below: My snack, my outfit, pictures of Daisy!

^^hahaha i love this photo!

^^The only way i can get Daisy to cuddle is to hold her tight and make her cuddle me :)

P.s till alla svenskar: Om ni beställer från hemsida kan ni få hem 3 olika boxar: snacksboxen (1 nötmix, 1 fruktmix och 1 allmix), frukostboxen (2 müslimix och en grötmix) och favoritboxen (3 påsar vilket kunderna själva bestämmer innehållet av). Varje box innehåller 3 st påsar á 100 gram vardera. Första boxen kostar 59kr inklusive frakt!


  1. you seem to be cutting down on your portions lately, are you ok? :( don't be mad please, just concerned...

    1. Of course not :) this is like 5% of what I've eaten today. Hahah trust me. I've eaten lots today!

  2. Sundays are always my “tired days” I am constantly go-go-go all throughout the week, that by the time Sunday morning comes around, I want nothing more but to hang out in bed all day! Back when I was in the depths of my eating disorder, Sundays were the worst because I would get so mad at myself! Nowadays, Sundays are my favorite! I lay in bed and get a lot of blog work done. :)