Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, March 4, 2015

Positive, productive Wednesday

When thinking about this day, it really feels like a never ending day. Though not in a bad way, infact i have been pretty positive and energy filled all day!! Though ive had so much to do all day that i havent really had a moment to pause, to just think.

My school day started with my maths test and the 2 hours passed quickly and were two tough hours. My brain worked hard, there were times i wanted to just leave the room and other times i felt like a lightbulb had switched in my mind and i suddenly understood everything, only to have the lightbulb switched off and feel confused again. Its one of those chapters/areas of maths which takes longer to understand so i am pretty sure the test went awful. But instead of feeling negative i decided to take a deep breath and just move on with my life and thoughts. Whats done is done.

My next lessons floated by slowly, trying to be productive. My break was spent working on my group project/essay and finally, 4pm my school day was over. A had also decided to meet me after school and go for coffee, i wasnt feeling the most energetic, but once we met i got my energy back and it was nice to sit in a cafe with him instead of just heading home. It helps that it was still light up until about 5pm, but once we were done with our drinks and food we wandered the city for a short while before we both headed our separate directions... me home to write on my individual project which has a deadline of 4pm Friday. So hard work got to be done!!! Next week i will have time to think and to breathe, if only a little.

But this evening its tea, pretty little liars, a questbar or two (or 3..... It happens) and then sleep because tomorrow is another long. long day!! But life is pretty good at the moment, despite there being alot to do and alot of work!!


  1. DIDNT KNOW YOU WATCH PLL !!! it was an exciting episode :)!! tell me what you think when you are done with it :)

    1. It was really good, exciting!!! Though i feel the series is getting a little bit dragged out, but its still exciting to watch :) What did you think?

  2. Oh I remember that math chapter. I really struggled with it. And really, when are we going to use that in real life?!

  3. Haha! It looks like daisy is studying! Love it!

    1. :) She likes to just watch me when i study or eat!!!