Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Sunday, March 1, 2015

March 1st

Hello!!!
   Its March the 1st already - CRAZY! Or is it just me? Its kind of nice that it's March though, it means that it's closer to summer and now its only about 4 months left of school, that isnt so much!! hahaha Though im sure its going to feel like forever but at the same time fly by!!
    This past week i have been on my break - if you havent already noticed that, hahah!! And its gone so quickly, but its been really good! Ive done so much, hahah XD It feels like i havent had alot of quiet moments... or quiet moments to myself anyway. Ive spent alot of resting and relaxing time with A.....
  Its strange how i can go from spending so much time on my own and loving it (Because yes, i do enjoy spending time on my own and just being alone!!) to suddenly spending so much time with someone else and feeling so comfortable like that. Infact we're in that stage of the relationship where we can just sit quietly beside each other and both scroll through our phones, haha. Now that might not sound so good, but you know sometimes you just want to scroll through your different social media sites and its nice that we can just sit quietly and its not awkward, it just feels nice :)
    Ive spent most of the 10 days break at A's and its been nice, so its going to feel weird to be back to my own apartment and back at home again! Its back to routines tomorrow, back to school, stress, routines etc Im not sure if i am excited for it or not... I like having freedom and deciding what i do during the days, going for runs in the morning or going to the gym at 10/11 and not at 7/8am... though i do admit i love my 7/8am morning workouts :) So im not complaining about that, infact my schedule this term allows for morning workouts which i love and it gives me so much energy for the rest of the day :) But i wasnt planning on writing about exercise here, but it seems to creep into the posts anyway :)

I thought i would write a little about yesterday evening where i ate dinner at A's parents place and i was a complete mess, haha. I think i dropped 3 knives, i dropped so much food and got food on my skirt and top, hhaha. It was super embarrassing, i felt a bit like a 5 year old trying to eat! Though luckily his parents seem to like me anyway and now they know the true me.... Because i cant eat fancy at all, take me to a fancy restaurant and there is a 99% chance that i will do something embarrassing, haha!!! For most of the dinner my cheeks felt bright red as i was so embarrassed, but they mostly laughed and just thought i was a little ditsy, haha!
   It can be embarrassing when things like that happen, but at the end of the day we're all just humans. We all mess up at times and its better to just laugh about it, hahaha!!! 

Have any of you had any embarrassing stories similar to mine (or worse :)) which you want to share? :)

For now, i need to spend the next hour or two studying and then i will see how i spend the rest of my Sunday!




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  1. Ironically, I had a similar story this Friday haha! I had a dinner/party at a hotel (it's an annual thing at my school) All high schoolers go to this hotel have dinner and then party there! so I went, dropped 2 forks, dropped salad on the floor then when I went to have cake, I was walking towards my table and I bumped into a guy and stepped on his feet and smudged his tux with cake oooops :$ he got mad but I apologized and went back to my table embarrassed !

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    1. Hahha :) those things happen!! It's always at the worst times/times you need to be super fancy/behave well :) hopefully you will never see that man again anyway :)

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