Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Sunday, March 29, 2015

Making the best of a rainy day

Sunday afternoon here in Sweden and it has been raining all day making my energy levels lower than usual, but thats ok because its rest day today anyway and my only plans are to go with the flow. 
    Yesterday after i had finished with most of my planning i met A in town and we decided to go out to eat at our usual place TGIF.  It was Saturday evening so lots of people, but we got a table and ate a delicious starter and main course before we took a walk in the cold, dark city and then headed back to A's place where we watched a movie before going to bed! 

Today its Sunday and somehow the hours have just passed. We woke up late and since then we havent done much, i've studied a little, washed my hair, sat and scrolled through social media, just listened to the rain pouring down. A nice way to spend a Sunday, but even better when i suggest pancakes with topping for lunch! Sunday is a pancake day for me, it feels obligatory, almost anyway! So a quick visit to the shop, buy some toppings, back home and with team work we managed to quickly fry the pancakes and devour them even quicker!

Now both with food coma we're sitting with our computers, each doing different things which is nice. I like when you can sit in silence, both feeling happy and comfortable not needing to fill the silence (or there is music on) with talking. A comfortable silence is nice :)

Soon however its going to be video games and then back home again to prepare for a new school week, but i am not going to think about that right now. Right now i am just going to enjoy my Sunday and the last day of my weekend!

P.s its Easter this Sunday and i am actually super excited about it :) I get my easter break on Friday and i think we're going to spend Easter out in the country with my step dads parents, and i am looking forward to it!! 
  - Does anyone want me to write some tips on how to cope with Easter? I know it was a time that used to be awful and stress me out alot, but now i love it and can look forward to the chocolate and delicious food!


  1. You look so skinny do you think you have lost weight? :s do you eat the same amount when you are with A? Does he eat alot? Do you feel embarrassed eating alot or when you are hungry and he isnt. .. sometimes I want to eat but my friends aren't hungry so then I don't eat. :(

    Did you eat the nutella?

    1. If answered your questions in a post yesterday :)