Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Monday, March 16, 2015

Getting through the day

Ever since this morning my motivation for the day has been To just get through the day. Thoughts about going home to just lie down as my stomach has hurt so much today were reoccurring thoughts all throughout the day. But i knew that i needed to be in school, that i needed to get work done so i pushed through the stomach pain and just had to sit and take deep breaths.

I thought i would have more to write but as i sit here i suddenly have writers block. Absaloutly no idea what to write or say... my thoughts are on my school work i need to do so instead i am going to focus on that this evening!

Boring posts today i know... but i dont always have something to write and i have major writers block and creativity at the moment. 
 Hopefully creativity will strike soon!!


  1. I think it was just one of those days that everyone just tries to get through! I've been having real problems with my asthma at the moment :/ not too ideal!! Hope you're feeling better love! Get your bf to give you a massage ;) a foot massage always makes me feel better!

    1. <3 Ohh i know how it feels with asthma and breathing problems. They suck, but its just to get through those times and know that it will hopefully get better :) I hope you are doing ok :)