Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Chocolate cravings

Today has been such a strange day, i have felt this negative cloud over my head all day. Felt irritated by people and people making too much noise or just behaving immaturely. I did not want to go to school today, i really had to push past all my feelings and thoughts that screamed 'i dont want to' when heading to school today. Today wasnt a particularly hard day, i guess i just feel so school tired. I dont want to be in school, i dont want to have lessons, i dont want to have assignments. But i reminded myself that it is only 2 days left now and then i have my break and then i can relax, sleep and do other things. So it is just to push through these last 2 days even if they are tough.

After school to cheer me up and satisfy my chocolate cravings i bought myself 2 chocolates and with the help of my sister both were gone in a short matter of time :) Love chocolate! I think Daisy does as well... though of course, she didnt get any as chocolate is bad for dogs :)

She is such a ctuie, she always tries using her 'puppy eyes' so we give her food! XD Its hard to resist her :)

Anyway, i thought i would just write a little update even if i dont have much to say. But i hope you are all doing ok Stay strong no matter what you are going through!!! Things can get better and dont be scared to fight your fears. To step outside of your comfort zone and do something different. If you want things to change then you have to make a change!!!


  1. I think half of my taste buds gravitate to chocolate. The other half is divided between bananas and peanut butter. I hope you get the much needed rest you are desiring!

    1. hahah :) i feel the same way, apart from the bananas anyway (allergic :( ) . Thank you sweetie, i hope you are enjoying your break and getting enough mental rest :)