Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Answers part 4

One - What/who is your icon? 
Me from Midsummer 2013 i think :)
I need to change it though... its so old :)

Three - Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes, and it's awful :( Especially when you feel that you can't do anything about it no matter how hard you try.

6Six - Where do you wish you were right now?
Well right now when i am writing this post it is 5.30pm Monday evening and it is raining outside. If i am honest where i wish i was right now... hiking up to the L.A sign!!! XD I should put that on my bucketlist because that is a goal of mine, and i would love to be out walking or running in a sports bra or shorts somewhere warm right now!

 Nine- Something you do a lot?
Eat!! XD Hahahah. Otherwise, i drink alot of water. I bite my nails... alot :( I think alot, i study alot!!

Ten - Angry at anyone?

Not at the moment anyway :) As mentioned in my answers yesterday, i dont get angry so easy. I prefer to just move on and not let it bother me :)

Twelve - When was the last time you cried?
The fact that i can't even think of the last time i cried despite thinking about it for five minutes or so, shows just how long ago it was!! I don't cry often, infact very rarely! The last time i 'cried' was most probably when i cut onion the last time i did that, hahaha... and then it wasn't even crying, it was just my bodies reaction!! XD

Thirteen- What are you really good at ?
Talking too much when i am comfortable around people :) (The funny thing is that i can seem shy to people who dont know me but once i am comfortable with someone i can talk lots. When me and my sister talk we can just keep going... and A has to kiss me at times just to get me to be quiet!!)
I am good at being positive, being alone (i love being alone!), drinking coffee, exercising, tuning people out, not getting angry, not judging people :)

Fourteen - What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
Usually i begin with thinking about the following day - i.e my schedule and plan. Then i think about my day, things that happened, try to appreciate and feel thankful for my day. But most often i am so tired when i go to sleep that its like i turn off my mobile and then fall asleep right away! (I usually play Candy crush or scroll through Tumblr, IG, read blogs until my eyes are drooping closed and then its just to turn off the light and sleep!)

 Sixteen - Do you prefer light or dark hair on the opposite sex ?
Doesnt really matter to me :) Whatever the guy suits best is what i like... but A has dark hair and that suits him :)

Twenty - Who do you trust 100% right now?
Myself... i have some trust issues. I dont really like asking others for help or talking about my problems as i feel that i am a burden then and i prefer to be independant and not ask for help or talk about my problems. Which means that i dont fully trust others, or more i cant trust myself to talk to others... because i am the type of person that bottles everything up and then suddenly i explode and everything comes spilling out. So i know that once i open up, then i open up about everything.

Twenty two - Heavy metal music?
Nope.. i dont like screamo or when it is just too much and you get a headache from the loud music!

Twenty four- Is there anything you’re hiding from someone?
Not hiding, but there are certain things which you avoid talking about or you dont bring up. Its not exactly hiding, more that the information isnt relevant or necessary to talk about :)

Twenty nine - Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Most probably my sister XD hahaha

1 comment:

  1. Im in LA right now and i found out its illegal to hike up to the Hollywood sign :/ Id love to do it to but at least i get to see it at a distance :) i guess if you got nothing to lose you could hike up there but otherwise i guess not. Hope you reach that goal!! LA is different but i personally really like it so far :)